Factober

The creative habit is like a drug. The particular obsession changes, but the excitement, the thrill of your creation lasts.

Posted 5 months, 1 week ago

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I traded in myfreedom fora needy, whinyand defiantfour-year-old,a junky gir

I traded in myfreedom fora needy, whinyand defiantfour-year-old,a junky girlfriend,and a relationshipriddled withsomeone else’sproblemsNow, I stareout of openwindows likea wild mustangcraving openfieldsI clench mycrotch, wheremy ballsused to be,and I hum
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The inner suffering of the evil you do to others is not fully understood un

The inner suffering of the evil you do to others is not fully understood until you are wearing their aches.
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With our close friends, family members, and lovers, we hope to create a spe

With our close friends, family members, and lovers, we hope to create a special world, one in which we can expect to be treated fairly, with care, tenderness, and compassion.
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I actually think that history has fed off the restlessness of cyber space,

I actually think that history has fed off the restlessness of cyber space, of kind of the frantic, segmented nature of the way we lead our lives. People want to be connected.
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But this time is ours, and we cannot live hating ourselves

But this time is ours, and we cannot live hating ourselves
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If you keep saying things are going to be bad, you have a good chance of be

If you keep saying things are going to be bad, you have a good chance of being a prophet.
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What in the world would ever lead to me believe that life is a series of op

What in the world would ever lead to me believe that life is a series of opportunities that are readily available to everyone else but me? What really leads me to believe such an atrocious lie is that I don’t believe in myself sufficiently to engage those
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Oh, that's just great. I come all the way back here, risking major brain ce

Oh, that's just great. I come all the way back here, risking major brain cell burnout, and you don't even believe me? I'm basically guaranteeing myself a lifetime of heartbreak, and all you have to say is that you think I'm not right in the head?
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When you sing with a group of people, you learn how to subsume yourself int

When you sing with a group of people, you learn how to subsume yourself into a group consciousness because a capella singing is all about the immersion of the self into the community. That's one of the great feelings - to stop being me for a little while
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And also because - Oh, my darling, my darling, forgive me; I’m going to cau

And also because - Oh, my darling, my darling, forgive me; I’m going to cause you quite a lot of pain.
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Your time and your true relevance are just like your shadow, the more you t

Your time and your true relevance are just like your shadow, the more you take steps into the darkness, the more they disappear!
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Life is real. life is earnest, and the grave is not its goal.

Life is real. life is earnest, and the grave is not its goal.
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