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That continuous, unnamed ache I had been living with was precise and definable now. Call it the foretaste of being hated. I knew ahead of time that if someone looked at me with hate, I would have to allow it, to swallow it, because something in me, something about me deserved it.

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Helplessness didn't have to be my identity, I wasn't condemned to it. I was

Helplessness didn't have to be my identity, I wasn't condemned to it. I was willing - able - to change. Our enmeshment had been enabled by my belief that I needed [my mom] to help me, to take care of things for me - and to save me - but, back in the home
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Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature.

Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature.
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Oh hours of childhood,when behind each shape more than the past appearedand

Oh hours of childhood,when behind each shape more than the past appearedand what streamed out before us was not the f
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There's a hole in the world like a big black pit who are filled with people

There's a hole in the world like a big black pit who are filled with people who are filled with shit.
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Sitting in a corner, I live like a toad Oh! How I love my room: my tiny abo

Sitting in a corner, I live like a toad Oh! How I love my room: my tiny abode! Here I wake up; and I sleep in hereThe world far away; yet virtually near Not that I'm jailed in this place of graceJust don't want to face another face
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Don't fight to be right, but fight when you are right.

Don't fight to be right, but fight when you are right.
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My restlessness makes me a far better day-to-day traveler than he will ever

My restlessness makes me a far better day-to-day traveler than he will ever be. I am infinitely curious and almost infinitely patient with mishaps, discomforts, and minor disasters. So I can go anywhere on the planet—that’s not a problem. The problem is t
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In future, brainwave is a media of universal language.

In future, brainwave is a media of universal language.
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I may plan to make Christ the center of Christmas, but when I wait until De

I may plan to make Christ the center of Christmas, but when I wait until December to focus on celebrating His birthday, I become entangled in Christmas lights, holiday baking, and festive engagements, often wondering if I've experienced the illusive "true
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If thine enemy- be hungry give him bread to eat.

If thine enemy- be hungry give him bread to eat.
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Life can be awkward at times. It is part of the growing process.

Life can be awkward at times. It is part of the growing process.
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Cravats grow higher, as if they mean to protect the throat. The highest cra

Cravats grow higher, as if they mean to protect the throat. The highest cravats in public life will be worn by Citizen Antoine Saint-Just, of the National Convention and the Committee of Public Safety. In the dark and harrowing days of ’94, an obscene fem
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